November 17, 2009
…as I awoke this morning I could feel him running his fingers through my hair. He was whispering something into my ear, but couple deaf ear with a drunk-like slumber; I couldn’t make out what it was. I rolled over with a big sigh and carefully removed his knee from my back. I began to drift back into a sedated state when I felt him playing with my hair again. He ever so sweetly leaned over and whispered “I love you so much mommy. You’re so beautiful and so wonderful. I love you forever.” …No joke. My little 5 year old boy…he is that sweet.
I have often thought about where true bliss comes from. For me it is putting love out into this world and and the bonus I get when it boomerangs back at me…I love my children with all that I am….and it is such a wonderful feeling knowing they feel the exact same way. Life is a constant quest for love and affection…I have to go no further than my front door. Thank you God for such a blessed life.
You know what else makes me happy…knowing that one day(a long time from now) my little man will know how to love someone else. My momma always said you can tell how a man is going to treat you later in life by the way he treats his momma. It is so freakin true…It should be a chinese proverb…if it isn’t already lol.
Look at my handsome little man…
No heart breaker here…I’m sure he will have his sweet little heart broken a couple times, but the gal who snatches him up will be one lucky lady. Of course, we are talking 20 years from now. I am NOT letting go until then…;)